Only Carmen...

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
courage to change the things I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference........
JUST BE myself * CARMEN........


Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Give UP.....


I MAKE MY DECISION ALREADY....
May be it is cruel....but i dont think so....i feel myself seems like TIADA PANDANGAN SENDIRI......
like daun suka BerGOYANG-Goyang......
ya,i think so..hahaha...
maybe this is the characteristic of a LEO 's gurl....

In these moment......
HMmmm....... maybe family and friendships are the most important for me as compare it with LURVE ....i maybe cant live without them...especially my family members and my buddies......they all seems like my heart in my life....
Waaah...sound seems so Touching and MATURE.....:)

l.O.V.E.R.??
What is thaT??
....Lover = Big LIER ......hahaha...
i also dunno why i hate couple so much...mybe i was abnormal...hahaha..
i DUN think i need someone to love.care or worry about me...i can take care off by myself....
I also dunno why i feel Lurve is just a lie and it really like an idiot game among two people..
Once break up is like a broken mirror.it is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself to fix it ....izit heart was made to be broken???

As many people say moving on is simple,it"s what you leave behind that makes it so difficult..........
However,friendship will always lasting longer than couple...:)
The pain of having broken heart is not as to kill you yet not so little as to let you live......LOVE has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get ,it's what you are expected to give........it just a illusion.....and is nothing...maybe love can be so magic to someone...but it does not essential for me.....

I AM SORRY...
I AM A ABNORMAL gurl......i know words will not be able to ever express how sorry i am for this and i have profound regret and sorrow for multitude of mistakes and harm i have caused......
i prefer friendship is more suit for us..
all these feeling can be flies away on the wings of time...JUST LET IT BA.....:).... i believe only friend sticks with us through thick and thin no matter what.....like my dearest buddies...when i am in trouble.....they always be my side.....doubles my joy and devides my sorrows...:)











4 comments:

  1. buddy..frenz forever....
    2dy i go visit u bt heard ppl that u were sick...r u ok now?

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  2. haha...i am okay..just fever...:)i miss u dear....i need hug...

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  3. hug~~~hope u can recover as soon as possible...hehe

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