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mood:lulu...

HAHAHa...every people must feel very weird when two people from different background can come across.....yaya...maybe this is fate...FATE,do you believe fate.??/..maybe some will say yes...while the others will say No...FATE is such a non sense things to believe...:)But i think i believe it...F.A.T.E...because of fate i meet you:)

Today outing just feel damn lulu....hahaha...but damn feel sweet :)ngee....long time i din feel it before.....today is my first time visit to this place...haha...actually i was long time come across with its name but i never come here before...Seri iskandar,sound seems familiar with it...Here is my buddy,shabaan study'S place.....UITM...kakaka.....I also dunno what is the reason i will come here....haha...maybe it also a fate to bring me here......here is a damn ULU place....two long and straight highway....today we totally make fourth times U turn to reach our destination....Hahha...

Stopped at a Kedai MAMAK,named RAHMATh's corner...but we din go in...Hahaha...the shop seems only for mens...WAAAaaa.........damn feel shame to enter....Luckily make a U -turn AGAIN.....we reached to another shop....Rahman's CORNER.....here...we think is a unisex kedai mamak.....hahah...yayaya....we saw gurls......then just ordered maggie goreng as oer lunch....I Sudedenly damn miss IPOH"S PELITA......love the time when we work at jusco.....MAGGIE GORENG AND roti tisu.....I MISS u all lol....can i eat u all now???:)haha....dunno why suddenly open my blog n wana write the things down....maybe it can remark as my memorable memoriESs in my life:)just like today...11 june 2011....;)

i think today we will start a damn funny n lulu journey...:)to be continue.....

My last day in jusco...

31 may 2011..

my last day in jusco....the sky was so grey ...the sky seems indicate my feeling too...dat day really feel sadness..hahha...mybe i am not dare to leave my friends here.....from the first day til the last day ...it really let me gained a lot of experience and memories... It just like my fresh memories.....3 months just past so fast.....

....Sumore i have a chance to get know a lot of friends.....from didi til aunties...haha...:)really different people different life stories....hhhhmmmm.....
For example.. Hong Jie told me about her fights 's story with her mother in law..waaa...really a life example for me.... just because of their fights, her husband just freeze their relation...Day after day,she also have the mind to divorce with her husband.........haisshh.....God,please blessing them do not let their heart to be troubled nor fear.....:)Hope them can forget all the sadness memories....just be back a happy family....
Moreover i also get know a malay lady ,Kak Nasa...i damn pitty to her life too...she is a pitty women, her hand and leg was burned out ..Then marry with a guy who are ALWAYS lazy to work .Everytime just know to steal her money QUIETLY.....This REALLY the first time i get know a story about a Bad HUSBAND!!!!!....
This BAD guy likes to bit her and slap her during his angry time....Damn Suck TO THAT GUY.....did u feel shame to kak Nasa???she are your wife....Last time is you wana her marry to you.....you suppose to take care off her,love her ,protect her forever and ever .....BUT u did not do it and realise all the promises with her....
i really feel her is a pitty women...May God blessing her to get a better life:)
Work at here..i really gain a lot of experience.....Sumtime we really need to learn from experience....without experience....we won't grow up.......

THANKS GOD TO LET ME WORK HERE.....IT REALLY A GOOD PLACE FOR ME TO BE MORE MATURE AND CONFIDENCE TO HANDLE MY LIFE PROBLEMS...:)


Just because of it....let me learn do not be stuborn.....when it is the time to let go...u really need to let it go....maybe just freeze our relation is good for us......
take time.....
TAKE TIME;
take the time and let me freeze it....let me stay in an unlimited time to cool down ...maybe you will think that i am a unresponsible people.....please let me be.......i really suddenly feel that i am tired to stay on with you....my mind is full with problems that you dont think is a problems for us ...... let you go..maybe it not a bad things....just help you throw away me= BURDeN.....I am a big burden for you....our minds...are totally 360 degree different.....you are north...i am south....
i think you should step back your own road to move on your life...

LOST again...

OMG!!! THIS WEEK REALLY A BAD WEEK FOR ME...

Firstly,car accident then I lost my handphone....

OOOHHHH NO!!!!

do you know how i feel??

so sad arrrrrrhhhh.........DAMN baD!!!!...........

SUDDENLY JUST WANT TO SCREAM LOUDLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! May i??

Yaya...I do...

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badly,i just dare to scream at here ......haiiisssssssssshhhhh...

HOW A BAD DAY....

Expect this problems and eat it as my supper....

GOD....MAY GOD BLESSING ME ALWAYS......

how am i to tell my parent ,dear and friends?haisshh....

maybe today onwards i am going to loss contact with everyone...

GOODBYE everyone......start nows....i just like a primary student who do not have handphone...

Suddenly my life become so childish and simple....no calls and no messengers....Waaaooo....

my life suddenly become so SILENT....As people said..SILENT IS GOLD:)

huhuhu....really feel so weird without phone...

should i change a new one now??

maybe this is not a suitable time for me....

yaya...

SO...maybe just let it be :)

now i want to bite someone"s hand...!!!!!!!!!!

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dEAR CARMEN,2morrow will be a better day for you..

muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh :)

haha...now feel more better...

....JIA CYOK...

HYERACTIVE day....

:')

today hyperactive again.....

i also dunno WHY....

hahaha.....just feel today damn crazy in counter...:)i just like to say HELLO to all my friends...i think majority of them think that i am crazy......:") i also dunno why i so excited....just feel damn exciting after chit chat with a lady in back room..... SWEAT......!!haha....then until now i still abnormal ....

Today have an enjoyable nite too with my partners in JUSCO.....haha....haha....

i have KFC as my dinner...Wooaaaa...SNACK PLATE,one of my favorites meal in KFC.....so...my little stomach damn FULL now...

THEN my next event is sing KARAOKE....Woaaa.....

hahaha....feel myself damn crazy too...actually i dun have any talent in singing.....HAHA....

because of you....i just join it....

SEE!!!

... ... SINGING in front of people actually is damn hard for me....

I feel shy ...cause i do not have a good voice ...... FOR ME.....singing is equal to screaming or reading lyrics....

Maybe i can use microphone in giving speech,talk but I cant USE it in singing....hahhaa.....

i do not have that talent....... Tonight, i am not singing..i am more to scream.....haha.....

BUT damn enjoy ;).....

PAISEH......

A shy shy day......+.+

Today,
17 may 2011....
Our stock come again la.... today is SMALTO brand...All are long sleeve shirts and long pants....Sadnya....cause all seems like old stocks....
Can you just send us some new arrival stocks ??we really damn fedup with all the return stocks....
pity to our customers.....;')Now i only know what the real meaning of MEGA SALES DAY...
So next time think first before buy the offer items:)
hahaha......
Haissshhh... just now,everyone is busy to check and pack stocks.....my brand too...Luckily,tonight Amin and Farid are my partners plus Ah Mun, Ah Yan,Taufik,Irfan and Anis are there too...So tonight quiet bustling with noises...;)HEHE HAHAHA HOHOHE....
cause majority are 'GAI SI FATT”...None atop talking......Bopek bopek just like chicken"s buttock....
hahaha.....

Anyway , my little hush puppies "s buddies are more KESIAN than us....huhu...just because they need to patch back all the price tag...Waoo...its really a hard work for them..I am tried it before.....i know the hardness ...hahaha...So as a customer ,next time we really need to appreciate the price tag....this all can count as a promoter 'S hard work... So...we really need to appreciate it ;)
thank you promoter...without you all....all the stocks are without price tag....
However, they still have a lot of stock haven't Done yet.....Ah yan,Taufik,Irfan & Anis ADD OIL LA....
we will always support you all...Cause friend is someone who knows all about you and loves you anyway...:)
maybe friends are God's way to take care of us...;)
lJIA YOU!!!JIA You!!..renoma will always be there to help Hush Puppies...Cause we are REHUSH NOMAPUPPIES...

hahah....this create by lulu amin....haha
yaya...suddenly let me flash back his old joke too....
Bisu and pekak actually is a package...
Its true ...mostly all the deaf also a dumb too....

Then PEKAK+ bisu =KAK SU.........
Ngeeee.......
so next time we can them as Kak su....:)

Although today is a tired day for us...but i feel myself quiet enjoyable..haha...Cause this is a good chance for me to snap their pictures...The most reality of their post...:)
1,2,3....SMILE CHIPS.....
hahaha....just left 2 days,Amin and farid will left us soon...they will continue for their study...HAISSHH...
TIME is pasting so fast......Anyway,each friend is represents a world in us,a world possibly not born until they arrive,and its is only by this meeting that the new world is born....
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All the BEST to both of you....May God bless you too always in your life and study.....

Because You loved ME:)

FINALLY FIND IT :)

....CELINE DION .....

BECAUSE YOU LOVED ME...

...CELINE DION really a " Queen Of Pop"

haha....i heard this song from someone‘'S

ringtone...really an amazing love song:)

LURVE IT....

Thank you to let me know about this song:)

appreciate the lyrics.....

For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I'll be forever thankful baby You're the one who held me up Never let me fall You're the one who saw me through through it all You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith, you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all I'm grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I don't know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me You were always there for me The tender wind that carried me A light in the dark shining your love into my life You've been my inspiration Through the lies you were the truth My world is a better place because of you You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me I'm everything I am Because you loved me

crazy day in RENOMA"S counter:)

HAHA....Renoma+ H.P= ？？IS equal TO BRAVO:)

HAHA....

We really are crazy"S gang in JUSC

O....

Haha....

i thiNk we really the most BRAVO 'S PROMOTERS in these MENS floor...:)

haha....SEE??

all the food are in the offer bin....h

ahha:)

A damn adventure "curi makan " moments with my friends:)

These all need to thank to our CUSTOMERS who help us to buy all the food & drinks:")
hmmm.....what we have for our supper???

see....we really damn bravo.....:)

Waoooo....

Tonight,we have AUNTIE Anne ,mentos and mil

k tea as our 9' O CLOCK supper...hahaha

FUHHh....we really damn BRAVO ......

* all these picture all last time pictures:)

just display...:)

SAMBIL BEKERJA SAMBIL CURI MAKAN....

hahaha....

why i say thaT?

Hhaha...Cause tonight is PN.NISA on duty....haha......:)

New Profile;)

Finally FINISH upload all the pictures larrh:)...

Damn HAPPY now...

Yaya....i was stopped posting my blogger for 2 days le.......

Hmmm...Now what i am going to write leh??

LOL.... write about my TIRED DAY larh ......haha...

J-Card day is coming soon......

Lol..Every brand are busy to keep their their stocks....

Anyway,keep stock,carry stock &packing stocks are just a normal scene to be seen in our selling floor & back room.=)..

...haisssh,one word to say is EVERYO

NE IS BUSY ,BUSY & BUSY For J CARD DAY LARHH...........

19 MAY 2011..... CRAZY DAY FOR ALL JUSCO"S PROMOT

ERS.....

ARRRRRRRRRgGGGGHHH。。。。。

Hiassshhh...

14 MAY， actually was my BAD day also....why i say that ....

haha...maybe this is a good reason

for it.....

Every time i work in morning s

hift,all the BIG BIG SIZE 'S stock must arrive on that day....

WHY le?？

i ALSO DUNNO....May be this call LUCK.....I just have THE Luck to carry the RenomA"S Stock as compare with my another partner.....

Yaya...i think she never try it before :)

soOO LUCKy....

HAHA....

....In order to carry stock,i just feel myself not li

ke a Gurl le...hahaha...

ME,just easily cooperate with two "kuat" 's guys ,i am the one who help them carry 23 boxes 'S stocks owh.... Moreover all the stocks are in Big SIZE.......this prove what??

hmmm... provED that i am TOUGH.....haha.....

Haha,I feel proud to myself :)

I AM KUAT :) HAHAHA...

Amin,Ah MING,JUN eE & me.....just like 4 GUY'S partners... i think they also din treat me as a Gurl...haha...

haiiishhh:) Never mind la,who ask you look like a BOY...

=.=

SORRY

I AM SORRY......

I AM SORRY.....I dunno why....

i suddenly feel so guilty to you....

"转身之后" just none stop continue playing .......i think i already repeating it more than 3 hours..mybe more than 20 times repeating none stop with the same song.....

izit i am trying to TAHAN it....myself also dunno...what i am thinking about it......just suddenly feel my tears wana drop off....Carmen....TAHAN........YOU CAN DO IT........pretend you are tough......you are ex-head prefect...you need to be rational and mind set CLEAR.....stand strong gurl....:)

i am supprised you read my blogger....but now already not important.....maybe i am a stubborn gurl...Once any decision make,is hard for me to change my mind....

maybe you will feel i am a an idiot...but truly ...YES ,i am....

i am a PENAKUT,PELEMAH......i easily to give up..... sometimes i feel let go is good....

LET GO to see if there was anything worth to hold on....release hurt.release the fear....I REALLY refuse to entertain my old pain.....In order to be free,i am trying to LET you go...

you can find a better one...:)

Maybe true love will not have a happy ending.........

may i cry now???

Once my music stop maybe i will none stop crying......

crying for nothing........ can i???

huuuhh....Let go it really takes a lot of courage.time and confidence.....

COURAGE to stand and try to treat you as my friend....

TIME to forget all the happy memories with YOU....

Confidence to stand strong with my decision....

IS HARd??? i hope we still are buddy like past days.....:)

buddies is lasting forever and ever......

it does not struggles much ......

TIME ...

TIME.........................

I NEED IT BACK TO MY HAPPY TIME!!!!!!

Can TIME Return to PASt?HMMMmm...do you think in this world really will muncul a scientist who have the effort to make a machine which can back to the past????

I really hope it will be sucessfull in one day ...

Maybe back to the childhood time is the BETTER TIME for me :)....mybe it also suit for my friend to cure her lurve pain..this machine really help a lot of people...especially to those have sadness...just on a switch and delete the sadness or just press a switch back to the happy past time.... HOW good is it....

I feel damn sad to my friend...i know her quiet suffer in her Lurve problem...however,i cant help her anything...just can give her advice & give her support....miss S...I give fully tank of oil...help u add oil....=)

i know your feeling....

i know how suffer you are....

in a lovely relationship suddenly have a extra GURL.......I really hope you can concentrate on your exam.... About this triangle relationship just let it aside first ba....:)may GOD give you strength to overcome it...:)

Muuuuaaakie.....if you feel you need a friend to accompany you to cry....i will be there will you...:)

A SONG for my dear friend...:)

转身之后

和你相約在這裡 有些事想說明
我的決定 你卻不願意聽
我知道你想逃避 不想問不想聽
這段感情 已經快要暫停

聽我說從今後 我會一個人生活
沒有我的時候 你要一個人好好過

在我轉身之後 你卻又抱著我
在放手以後 不再擁有彼此的溫柔
在我轉身之後 你的淚不停流
雖然心很痛 卻只能說
分開以後 我就要遠走

Give UP.....

I MAKE MY DECISION ALREADY....

May be it is cruel....but i dont think so....i feel myself seems like TIADA PANDANGAN SENDIRI......

like daun suka BerGOYANG-Goyang......

ya,i think so..hahaha...

maybe this is the characteristic of a LEO 's gurl....

In these moment......

HMmmm....... maybe family and friendships are the most important for me as compare it with LURVE ....i maybe cant live without them...especially my family members and my buddies......they all seems like my heart in my life....

Waaah...sound seems so Touching and MATURE.....:)

l.O.V.E.R.??

What is thaT??

....Lover = Big LIER ......hahaha...

i also dunno why i hate couple so much...mybe i was abnormal...hahaha..

i DUN think i need someone to love.care or worry about me...i can take care off by myself....

I also dunno why i feel Lurve is just a lie and it really like an idiot game among two people..

Once break up is like a broken mirror.it is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself to fix it ....izit heart was made to be broken???

As many people say moving on is simple,it"s what you leave behind that makes it so difficult..........

However,friendship will always lasting longer than couple...:)

The pain of having broken heart is not as to kill you yet not so little as to let you live......LOVE has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get ,it's what you are expected to give........it just a illusion.....and is nothing...maybe love can be so magic to someone...but it does not essential for me.....

I AM SORRY...

I AM A ABNORMAL gurl......i know words will not be able to ever express how sorry i am for this and i have profound regret and sorrow for multitude of mistakes and harm i have caused......

i prefer friendship is more suit for us..

all these feeling can be flies away on the wings of time...JUST LET IT BA.....:).... i believe only friend sticks with us through thick and thin no matter what.....like my dearest buddies...when i am in trouble.....they always be my side.....doubles my joy and devides my sorrows...:)

初戀對你的影響有多大？

Triple完成了"初戀對你的影響有多大？"心理測驗，結果是影響指數：★★★.

你是個念舊卻不拘泥於過去的人，新戀情中，你總是尋找初戀的影子。他的嗓音，他的個性，他孩子般的男人氣，一舉一動已在你的腦海中烙下了印痕。你的下一任男友會跟你的初戀男友在外貌或舉止方面有著很大的相同，你在他的身上感受熟悉的味道，但是要知道他畢竟不是你以前的那個他，嘗試著去發現新的他的優點，跟他一起達成你的心願，這樣你就會從內心裡重新收穫一份新的愛情。..

Hahaha....

is it truth?i also dunno........

MYBE GUA...as people say FIRST LURVE is always the beutiful point in human"s memories :)......hahaha.....

My NEW Blog

HEY Buddies....THIS my new blogger ...i think you all must be supprise to see it.. Today onwards i will remark all the things i do ,my happiness and sadness on this blogger....just make it as my OPEN diary to my dearest best friends...although we will far apart soon but our heart still always stick together.....hahaha...

G - CLUB 'S MEMBERS...FOREVER AND EVER.....

Muakkie。。。I MISS YOU ALL.....

haiiish!!!

TODAY, was my BAD day leh....

huhhuuuh...i lost my RM 20 aRRGHH...

i damn angry myself arrrggghhh....

anyone can tell me what should i do now?

my heart damn pain.....

i really feel myself is a 'BIG HEAD PRAWN"....

Then just moody during work time...Friends ,i am so sorry just keep silent just now.....

i am that kind of weird"s people....during unhappy ,i just like to lock up myself.

Can i have a bar of white chocolate for me?haiiisssshh...i damn need it now.....this is the best way to reduce my sadness....today damn Bad DAY arrhhh........9 may 2011......GOD,please lead me not into temptation but deliver me from evil.......

hmmmmmm......Sadly + BAD = ???....

hOPE tomorrow is my LUCKY day LA.......ADD oil!!! KAMBATTTE!!!!!!!!!!!