Only Carmen...

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
courage to change the things I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference........
JUST BE myself * CARMEN........


Friday, June 10, 2011

24days

12.15pm...
mood:lulu...
HAHAHa...every people must feel very weird when two people from different background can come across.....yaya...maybe this is fate...FATE,do you believe fate.??/..maybe some will say yes...while the others will say No...FATE is such a non sense things to believe...:)But i think i believe it...F.A.T.E...because of fate i meet you:)
Today outing just feel damn lulu....hahaha...but damn feel sweet :)ngee....long time i din feel it before.....today is my first time visit to this place...haha...actually i was long time come across with its name but i never come here before...Seri iskandar,sound seems familiar with it...Here is my buddy,shabaan study'S place.....UITM...kakaka.....I also dunno what is the reason i will come here....haha...maybe it also a fate to bring me here......here is a damn ULU place....two long and straight highway....today we totally make fourth times U turn to reach our destination....Hahha...
Stopped at a Kedai MAMAK,named RAHMATh's corner...but we din go in...Hahaha...the shop seems only for mens...WAAAaaa.........damn feel shame to enter....Luckily make a U -turn AGAIN.....we reached to another shop....Rahman's CORNER.....here...we think is a unisex kedai mamak.....hahah...yayaya....we saw gurls......then just ordered maggie goreng as oer lunch....I Sudedenly damn miss IPOH"S PELITA......love the time when we work at jusco.....MAGGIE GORENG AND roti tisu.....I MISS u all lol....can i eat u all now???:)haha....dunno why suddenly open my blog n wana write the things down....maybe it can remark as my memorable memoriESs in my life:)just like today...11 june 2011....;)


i think today we will start a damn funny n lulu journey...:)to be continue.....

Thursday, June 2, 2011

My last day in jusco...

31 may 2011..

my last day in jusco....the sky was so grey ...the sky seems indicate my feeling too...dat day really feel sadness..hahha...mybe i am not dare to leave my friends here.....from the first day til the last day ...it really let me gained a lot of experience and memories... It just like my fresh memories.....3 months just past so fast.....

....Sumore i have a chance to get know a lot of friends.....from didi til aunties...haha...:)really different people different life stories....hhhhmmmm.....
For example.. Hong Jie told me about her fights 's story with her mother in law..waaa...really a life example for me.... just because of their fights, her husband just freeze their relation...Day after day,she also have the mind to divorce with her husband.........haisshh.....God,please blessing them do not let their heart to be troubled nor fear.....:)Hope them can forget all the sadness memories....just be back a happy family....
Moreover i also get know a malay lady ,Kak Nasa...i damn pitty to her life too...she is a pitty women, her hand and leg was burned out ..Then marry with a guy who are ALWAYS lazy to work .Everytime just know to steal her money QUIETLY.....This REALLY the first time i get know a story about a Bad HUSBAND!!!!!....
This BAD guy likes to bit her and slap her during his angry time....Damn Suck TO THAT GUY.....did u feel shame to kak Nasa???she are your wife....Last time is you wana her marry to you.....you suppose to take care off her,love her ,protect her forever and ever .....BUT u did not do it and realise all the promises with her....
i really feel her is a pitty women...May God blessing her to get a better life:)
Work at here..i really gain a lot of experience.....Sumtime we really need to learn from experience....without experience....we won't grow up.......

THANKS GOD TO LET ME WORK HERE.....IT REALLY A GOOD PLACE FOR ME TO BE MORE MATURE AND CONFIDENCE TO HANDLE MY LIFE PROBLEMS...:)


Just because of it....let me learn do not be stuborn.....when it is the time to let go...u really need to let it go....maybe just freeze our relation is good for us......
take time.....
TAKE TIME;
take the time and let me freeze it....let me stay in an unlimited time to cool down ...maybe you will think that i am a unresponsible people.....please let me be.......i really suddenly feel that i am tired to stay on with you....my mind is full with problems that you dont think is a problems for us ...... let you go..maybe it not a bad things....just help you throw away me= BURDeN.....I am a big burden for you....our minds...are totally 360 degree different.....you are north...i am south....
i think you should step back your own road to move on your life...

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

LOST again...


OMG!!! THIS WEEK REALLY A BAD WEEK FOR ME...
Firstly,car accident then I lost my handphone....
OOOHHHH NO!!!!
do you know how i feel??
so sad arrrrrrhhhh.........DAMN baD!!!!...........
SUDDENLY JUST WANT TO SCREAM LOUDLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! May i??
Yaya...I do...
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh.....
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggghhhhhhh.......
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.............
badly,i just dare to scream at here ......haiiisssssssssshhhhh...
HOW A BAD DAY....
Expect this problems and eat it as my supper....

GOD....MAY GOD BLESSING ME ALWAYS......
how am i to tell my parent ,dear and friends?haisshh....
maybe today onwards i am going to loss contact with everyone...
GOODBYE everyone......start nows....i just like a primary student who do not have handphone...
Suddenly my life become so childish and simple....no calls and no messengers....Waaaooo....
my life suddenly become so SILENT....As people said..SILENT IS GOLD:)

huhuhu....really feel so weird without phone...
should i change a new one now??
maybe this is not a suitable time for me....
yaya...



SO...maybe just let it be :)
now i want to bite someone"s hand...!!!!!!!!!!
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aaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrgggghhhhh................................................................................
aaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrgggghhhhh................................................................................
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dEAR CARMEN,2morrow will be a better day for you..
muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh :)
haha...now feel more better...
....JIA CYOK...







Tuesday, May 17, 2011

HYERACTIVE day....


:')
today hyperactive again.....
i also dunno WHY....
hahaha.....just feel today damn crazy in counter...:)i just like to say HELLO to all my friends...i think majority of them think that i am crazy......:") i also dunno why i so excited....just feel damn exciting after chit chat with a lady in back room..... SWEAT......!!haha....then until now i still abnormal ....
Today have an enjoyable nite too with my partners in JUSCO.....haha....haha....
i have KFC as my dinner...Wooaaaa...SNACK PLATE,one of my favorites meal in KFC.....so...my little stomach damn FULL now...



THEN my next event is sing KARAOKE....Woaaa.....
hahaha....feel myself damn crazy too...actually i dun have any talent in singing.....HAHA....
because of you....i just join it....
SEE!!!
... ... SINGING in front of people actually is damn hard for me....
I feel shy ...cause i do not have a good voice ...... FOR ME.....singing is equal to screaming or reading lyrics....
Maybe i can use microphone in giving speech,talk but I cant USE it in singing....hahhaa.....
i do not have that talent....... Tonight, i am not singing..i am more to scream.....haha.....
BUT damn enjoy ;).....

PAISEH......

Monday, May 16, 2011

A shy shy day......+.+

















Today,
17 may 2011....
Our stock come again la.... today is SMALTO brand...All are long sleeve shirts and long pants....Sadnya....cause all seems like old stocks....
Can you just send us some new arrival stocks ??we really damn fedup with all the return stocks....
pity to our customers.....;')Now i only know what the real meaning of MEGA SALES DAY...
So next time think first before buy the offer items:)
hahaha......
Haissshhh... just now,everyone is busy to check and pack stocks.....my brand too...Luckily,tonight Amin and Farid are my partners plus Ah Mun, Ah Yan,Taufik,Irfan and Anis are there too...So tonight quiet bustling with noises...;)HEHE HAHAHA HOHOHE....
cause majority are 'GAI SI FATT”...None atop talking......Bopek bopek just like chicken"s buttock....
hahaha.....

Anyway , my little hush puppies "s buddies are more KESIAN than us....huhu...just because they need to patch back all the price tag...Waoo...its really a hard work for them..I am tried it before.....i know the hardness ...hahaha...So as a customer ,next time we really need to appreciate the price tag....this all can count as a promoter 'S hard work... So...we really need to appreciate it ;)
thank you promoter...without you all....all the stocks are without price tag....
However, they still have a lot of stock haven't Done yet.....Ah yan,Taufik,Irfan & Anis ADD OIL LA....
we will always support you all...Cause friend is someone who knows all about you and loves you anyway...:)
maybe friends are God's way to take care of us...;)
lJIA YOU!!!JIA You!!..renoma will always be there to help Hush Puppies...Cause we are REHUSH NOMAPUPPIES...

hahah....this create by lulu amin....haha
yaya...suddenly let me flash back his old joke too....
Bisu and pekak actually is a package...
Its true ...mostly all the deaf also a dumb too....

Then PEKAK+ bisu =KAK SU.........
Ngeeee.......
so next time we can them as Kak su....:)

Although today is a tired day for us...but i feel myself quiet enjoyable..haha...Cause this is a good chance for me to snap their pictures...The most reality of their post...:)
1,2,3....SMILE CHIPS.....
hahaha....just left 2 days,Amin and farid will left us soon...they will continue for their study...HAISSHH...
TIME is pasting so fast......Anyway,each friend is represents a world in us,a world possibly not born until they arrive,and its is only by this meeting that the new world is born....
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All the BEST to both of you....May God bless you too always in your life and study.....

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Because You loved ME:)

FINALLY FIND IT :)
....CELINE DION .....
BECAUSE YOU LOVED ME...

...CELINE DION really a " Queen Of Pop"
haha....i heard this song from someone‘'S
ringtone...really an amazing love song:)
LURVE IT....

Thank you to let me know about this song:)
appreciate the lyrics.....

  • For all those times you stood by me
    For all the truth that you made me see
    For all the joy you brought to my life
    For all the wrong that you made right
    For every dream you made come true
    For all the love I found in you
    I'll be forever thankful baby
    You're the one who held me up
    Never let me fall
    You're the one who saw me through through it all


    You were my strength when I was weak
    You were my voice when I couldn't speak
    You were my eyes when I couldn't see
    You saw the best there was in me
    Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
    You gave me faith 'coz you believed
    I'm everything I am
    Because you loved me


    You gave me wings and made me fly
    You touched my hand I could touch the sky
    I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
    You said no star was out of reach
    You stood by me and I stood tall
    I had your love I had it all
    I'm grateful for each day you gave me
    Maybe I don't know that much
    But I know this much is true
    I was blessed because I was loved by you


    You were my strength when I was weak
    You were my voice when I couldn't speak
    You were my eyes when I couldn't see
    You saw the best there was in me
    Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
    You gave me faith 'coz you believed
    I'm everything I am
    Because you loved me


    You were always there for me
    The tender wind that carried me
    A light in the dark shining your love into my life
    You've been my inspiration
    Through the lies you were the truth
    My world is a better place because of you


    You were my strength when I was weak
    You were my voice when I couldn't speak
    You were my eyes when I couldn't see
    You saw the best there was in me
    Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
    You gave me faith 'coz you believed
    I'm everything I am
    Because you loved me


    I'm everything I am
    Because you loved me


crazy day in RENOMA"S counter:)




HAHA....Renoma+ H.P= ??IS equal TO BRAVO:)
HAHA....
We really are crazy"S gang in JUSC
O....
Haha....
i thiNk we really the most BRAVO 'S PROMOTERS in these MENS floor...:)
haha....SEE??
all the food are in the offer bin....h
ahha:)
A damn adventure "curi makan " moments with my friends:)
These all need to thank to our CUSTOMERS who help us to buy all the food & drinks:")
hmmm.....what we have for our supper???
see....we really damn bravo.....:)

Waoooo....
Tonight,we have AUNTIE Anne ,mentos and mil
k tea as our 9' O CLOCK supper...hahaha
FUHHh....we really damn BRAVO ......
* all these picture all last time pictures:)
just display...:)



SAMBIL BEKERJA SAMBIL CURI MAKAN....
hahaha....

why i say thaT?
Hhaha...Cause tonight is PN.NISA on duty....haha......:)