Only Carmen...

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
courage to change the things I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference........
JUST BE myself * CARMEN........


Friday, June 10, 2011

24days

12.15pm...
mood:lulu...
HAHAHa...every people must feel very weird when two people from different background can come across.....yaya...maybe this is fate...FATE,do you believe fate.??/..maybe some will say yes...while the others will say No...FATE is such a non sense things to believe...:)But i think i believe it...F.A.T.E...because of fate i meet you:)
Today outing just feel damn lulu....hahaha...but damn feel sweet :)ngee....long time i din feel it before.....today is my first time visit to this place...haha...actually i was long time come across with its name but i never come here before...Seri iskandar,sound seems familiar with it...Here is my buddy,shabaan study'S place.....UITM...kakaka.....I also dunno what is the reason i will come here....haha...maybe it also a fate to bring me here......here is a damn ULU place....two long and straight highway....today we totally make fourth times U turn to reach our destination....Hahha...
Stopped at a Kedai MAMAK,named RAHMATh's corner...but we din go in...Hahaha...the shop seems only for mens...WAAAaaa.........damn feel shame to enter....Luckily make a U -turn AGAIN.....we reached to another shop....Rahman's CORNER.....here...we think is a unisex kedai mamak.....hahah...yayaya....we saw gurls......then just ordered maggie goreng as oer lunch....I Sudedenly damn miss IPOH"S PELITA......love the time when we work at jusco.....MAGGIE GORENG AND roti tisu.....I MISS u all lol....can i eat u all now???:)haha....dunno why suddenly open my blog n wana write the things down....maybe it can remark as my memorable memoriESs in my life:)just like today...11 june 2011....;)


i think today we will start a damn funny n lulu journey...:)to be continue.....

Thursday, June 2, 2011

My last day in jusco...

31 may 2011..

my last day in jusco....the sky was so grey ...the sky seems indicate my feeling too...dat day really feel sadness..hahha...mybe i am not dare to leave my friends here.....from the first day til the last day ...it really let me gained a lot of experience and memories... It just like my fresh memories.....3 months just past so fast.....

....Sumore i have a chance to get know a lot of friends.....from didi til aunties...haha...:)really different people different life stories....hhhhmmmm.....
For example.. Hong Jie told me about her fights 's story with her mother in law..waaa...really a life example for me.... just because of their fights, her husband just freeze their relation...Day after day,she also have the mind to divorce with her husband.........haisshh.....God,please blessing them do not let their heart to be troubled nor fear.....:)Hope them can forget all the sadness memories....just be back a happy family....
Moreover i also get know a malay lady ,Kak Nasa...i damn pitty to her life too...she is a pitty women, her hand and leg was burned out ..Then marry with a guy who are ALWAYS lazy to work .Everytime just know to steal her money QUIETLY.....This REALLY the first time i get know a story about a Bad HUSBAND!!!!!....
This BAD guy likes to bit her and slap her during his angry time....Damn Suck TO THAT GUY.....did u feel shame to kak Nasa???she are your wife....Last time is you wana her marry to you.....you suppose to take care off her,love her ,protect her forever and ever .....BUT u did not do it and realise all the promises with her....
i really feel her is a pitty women...May God blessing her to get a better life:)
Work at here..i really gain a lot of experience.....Sumtime we really need to learn from experience....without experience....we won't grow up.......

THANKS GOD TO LET ME WORK HERE.....IT REALLY A GOOD PLACE FOR ME TO BE MORE MATURE AND CONFIDENCE TO HANDLE MY LIFE PROBLEMS...:)


Just because of it....let me learn do not be stuborn.....when it is the time to let go...u really need to let it go....maybe just freeze our relation is good for us......
take time.....
TAKE TIME;
take the time and let me freeze it....let me stay in an unlimited time to cool down ...maybe you will think that i am a unresponsible people.....please let me be.......i really suddenly feel that i am tired to stay on with you....my mind is full with problems that you dont think is a problems for us ...... let you go..maybe it not a bad things....just help you throw away me= BURDeN.....I am a big burden for you....our minds...are totally 360 degree different.....you are north...i am south....
i think you should step back your own road to move on your life...