SORRY

I AM SORRY......

I AM SORRY.....I dunno why....

i suddenly feel so guilty to you....

"转身之后" just none stop continue playing .......i think i already repeating it more than 3 hours..mybe more than 20 times repeating none stop with the same song.....

izit i am trying to TAHAN it....myself also dunno...what i am thinking about it......just suddenly feel my tears wana drop off....Carmen....TAHAN........YOU CAN DO IT........pretend you are tough......you are ex-head prefect...you need to be rational and mind set CLEAR.....stand strong gurl....:)

i am supprised you read my blogger....but now already not important.....maybe i am a stubborn gurl...Once any decision make,is hard for me to change my mind....

maybe you will feel i am a an idiot...but truly ...YES ,i am....

i am a PENAKUT,PELEMAH......i easily to give up..... sometimes i feel let go is good....

LET GO to see if there was anything worth to hold on....release hurt.release the fear....I REALLY refuse to entertain my old pain.....In order to be free,i am trying to LET you go...

you can find a better one...:)

Maybe true love will not have a happy ending.........

may i cry now???

Once my music stop maybe i will none stop crying......

crying for nothing........ can i???

huuuhh....Let go it really takes a lot of courage.time and confidence.....

COURAGE to stand and try to treat you as my friend....

TIME to forget all the happy memories with YOU....

Confidence to stand strong with my decision....

IS HARd??? i hope we still are buddy like past days.....:)

buddies is lasting forever and ever......

it does not struggles much ......